its me again

December 14th, 2008 by scarlife
heyy.. time goes by so fast, i dont even realized it had been like 10 months? 11months? of ‘missing in action’. there’s a few times that i wanted to start throw some junks into this blogs but dunno y tak kesampaian. sometimes feel so malas, dah nak start typing, idea plak takde and sometimes rasa mcm.. “ermmmm.. ada ke org baca?” but who cares… hahahaha..

 

 

so far, i dont changed alot. still sempurna semua pancaindera, Alhamdulillah. rambut tak panjang2,( bengang gak la nak tunggu rambut ni panjang balik). janggut da beribu kali cukur, and fracture on my right foot become worst. other than that, im still in a piece.thats on my physical

 

 

working life,still in kerteh and perhaps will be stranded here for about another 5 or 6 years? or maybe selama lamanye. aku tak kisah… tapi keje da makin bnyk and makin memeningkan.so skang ni da boleh cakap ngan bebudak sekolah, ” korang enjoy la life blajar ni habis habisan.. kalau tak menyesal macam aku”.
still single, as in tak kawin lagi. ibu da start tanye2, bile nak kawin. adoilaaaa.. nape dia tak tnya abg aku dulu. but i know, she doesnt mean pun to push me for dat. saje je dia geli2 nak ada cucu.insyaAllah, niat di hati tu memang ingin menikah.but with who, when and how.. still on HIS willing. im still waiting for the mysterious gift from the Almighty.hopefully and i know, surely it will be the best for me. sabarr~~
see.. ive told ya, bila da ngadap laptop ni sume idea dah hilang kemana tah.
its getting late, drive all the way from melaka to kerteh and now im alone here in my house on friday night doing nothing. thanks to PMC presentation on sunday. slide satu haram tak buat lagi. haih.

 

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The Job

February 13th, 2008 by scarlife

It’s now official.

Company : PETRONAS Carigali Sdn Bhd - PMO Division

Job title : Maintenance Engineer

Location : KERTEH

Report Date : 17th feb

there’s the latest. just cant wait to live in my new world

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i WAS a student

December 8th, 2007 by scarlife
last wednesday was my last duty as a student. final project presentation.Alhamdulillah everythings going well. even dr arazi apa tah yang dia tak puas hati ngan aku, 2 sem asik mengondem project aku. but who cares, im done..
after last paper

no more study. and everyone start worying about job. ada yang da dapat placement. ada jugak yang da start keje. bagusla. for me, not yet. just one interview waits me. maybe after christmas.

just got another 3-4 days to spend a last moment in utp. i know i would miss all the moment, but for time being, put that a side, i cant wait to go home. cant wait to start working. any works would do.
if i can draw the feel after graduating, mine is not so colorful… should be i felt happy, seronot, huhahuha.. but ada aje prob yang datang. tak putus2 datang. takpela. maybe its a sign.. apa pun, happy graduating to all utpians..

im done

we done it

and we…

feel damn happy

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Finale

November 11th, 2007 by scarlife

counting days to end my student life. last final for my entire life ( i wish.. since takde terlintas langsung nak amik master).

19th - Building design n technology
24th - Basic Arabic language
26th - Drilling n Production tech
28th - Marine n offshore struct
4th - FYP Presentation
not so lucky wif the timetable, but, what to do?
but between that period, i need to go back to malacca on 21 n 22. my parents will do the Haji this year. sadly cant join the kenduri on 17th. hopefully there will save towards all the journey.

one more things. my boots break into 2. tu petandanye dia suruh belajar..no more main2.. but den, i love the boots so much. the best boots ive ever have. remember my first boots, back in 98 (sekolah rendah dulu not counted sbb sekolah sponsored) a pair of PUMA. bought by my old man. tak silap, RM69 kot. masa tu mahal da kot. after dat, Adidas.. form 3, naik form 4, Adidas Predator first edition. 2 years using that boots..masuk U, 3 pairs of NIKE. but this nike mercury is my feveret..tought, this will be the last, tapi patah plak, adoii..

wish me luck in struggling the last moment as a student.

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after Eid-Fitri

October 27th, 2007 by scarlife

 

back from raya holiday. got another weeks before study weeks n final will be started. feeling greats. nice raya holiday. nice family time and nice hang out times..

alot of open house, sehari tu cecah 11 rumah gak la. not actually open house, but den nama pun raya kan, 24-7 ar kene open house.

i can called this raya is a ‘friends edition’.. nasib baik la raya first tu ayah ajak balik jasin.kalau tak memang tak jumpe sedara la aku. spent most of my time with fren. bgn pagi, trus kuar, balik malam. if i want to tell the detail, tak menang tgn nak tulis. so kesimpulannye, raya ni best.

thanks to those lovely friends.good to have all of u. ramai da dduk melaka skang ni.casper je la yang kene rajin rider balik melaka. bgs2. senang nak ajak korang buat bende2 mungkar….
eating alot of food, smpi muntah~yup, i puke twice. haha..

no pic raya for this raya. blame CNN for that.. oh yeah. CNN doing one documentary at my house. and my family is the actressess. they making a documentary about, how malaysian malay celebrate ramadhan n raya.they said it will be distributed for more than 30 countries worlwide. from day one puasa u until raya, sume activities had been recorded, masuk hutan amik buluh, bakar lemang, ibu pergi pasar, berbuka up untill gi semayang raya, gi kubur.

so thinking of taking fmily pic when that salam2 time, but tak boleh nak buat apa because CNN tu nak recorded the moment. ceish
but now, back to utp wif a tones of work. FYP, test, final exam… demn~~

i want to have a holiday… anyone?

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Eid Fitri

October 10th, 2007 by scarlife

im going home :)
to those people that spending their little time reading my blogs, i want to say sorry for everything that ive doing wrong. zahir n batin.
wish u the best raya ever.
assalamualaikum.

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haih

October 7th, 2007 by scarlife

how to seperate people yang hangat dilamun cinta?

its hard rite? plus the things which blocks their so-called ‘cinta suci’ is their own PARENTS. im used to be feel like tak aci la if parents sibuk2 to stop or block the relationship but times flew by, and now i think the parents sometimes have right to stop the relationship.

theres many cases ad reason that parents dont want their children not to be with their couples. some are with stupid and narrow minded reason such as money, life style, kedudukan and bla bla bla.. i called that stupid because thats have nothing to do with happines.. takde duit? boleh kerja. takde pangkat? boleh cari. but happiness yang tak bleh dibeli.

different cases if the parents stop their lovely children to stop seing their the couples if the couples clearly not suite for their children. kaki pukul? kaki perempuan? kaki kikis? many other reason.

we ( i said ‘we’ coz i think the one that read this blog is sume2 yang blum kawin kan?and belong as a anak to our parents kan kan?) as a anak i think sometimes should consider what our parent’s opinion. our parents da besarkan korang darila sebesar tapak tangan sampai la korang besar panjang ni, takkan la diorang nak tgk korang tak happy. parents mana yang taknak tgk anak diorang happy.

for me, parents and family still have the greatest priority in my heart. for me these people are everything. i dont want to feel the happiness at my own. if im happy, so do they. if there are not happy, vise versa. i know my parents more than any people in this earth and my parents know me better than myself. im not the typical anak soleh or anak ibu @ ayah yang ikutt je cakap diorang ( even all of us should always obey on them aite?), but this is who i am. sometimes yes i do had some ketidaksepahaman wif my old man but i know they do tegur on this and that coz of some reason.

i do lucky to have a parents that let me to decide which road that i want to follow. some parents are stricly want their children to be what they want to be. not what their children loves to be.( as in mcm education la.. ada mak ayah yang paksa anak amik medic la, acount la..) at this point i can see that my parents dont ‘tegur’ for no reason. make sense gak la kan. not just me, but sume my adik beradik, our life depends to ourselves.

ok, new question.

what would u do if u are the person that need to ‘putuskan’ others relationship?
same roots probs, PARENTS.

what would u do if u are the person that OTHERS PARENTS, ask to seperate their daughter @ son relationship. haha.. so guys? any suggestion? what should u do if u are on this situation. welcomed any suggestion…my prof, Dr Kurian once said that ‘u can control action, but cant control reaction’ i do agree wif him. u can control what u want to do, but u cant control others people tought.

haih~ enough on that…

im not a big fan of rugby, but i do loves the game. (played it once back in teknik dulu, but cant see 185cm winger can past thru easily :P ) but last night game was magnificient.

england vs australia - so so la game dia (tak tgk pun sbb masa ni masa bersukan di malam minggu :P). but my friends told me that this is not an England wons, but wilkinson wons.dah dia je yang buat drop kick tu… huhu ( to denise, etho wallabies kalah, aku nak jugak tau baju dia.. haha)

damn loves his kick

france vs all blacks - game ni aku tgk..huu~~ best2.. walaupun try tak bnyk, but i can see the passion and spirit of both teams to win. especially all blacks la kan. with records of 45 games for both teams, all blacks had won 34 of them and just once draw. on paper, all blacks la kan.. but who knows ( if soccer, we can say, bola tu bolat, apa2 leh jadi..errr kalau rugby?) all blacks kalah~~ huhu.. 11 minutes to go, france got one more try and for me, the try should not been counted cos it starting from the forward pass.but hell michalak is fast… demn!! wheres the video reff? but credit to france gak la, they defends their side like it makes of gold and they lucky All blacks twice give france turn over at 10 feets on france touch line.

we just can see this next 4 years :)

next to go

springbrooks vs fiji and argentina vs scotland

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hectic

October 5th, 2007 by scarlife

assalamualaikum

at last, im home.. eventhough for just a couple of days but ive had a max fun. catching up wif my old-bestest-hometown friends. plus my twins pun ada.next season he will play for Malacca. yes, surely got free ticket.haha damn,we have a lot of laugh. leaving up all the serabutness of my project, assignment,all the probs are forgetten when im wif them. hanging out up untill sahur.

this is at tmn cempaka. the biggest midnight sale during hari raya. u can get everything here.

4.30am… location? hahaha

but something also happen. :( i ‘accidentally’ ter’accident’kan ayah’s ‘baby’.. im so clumsy.. haih.. rasa bersalah gle kat ayah. im so afraid to get back home after that incident happen. balik2 umah je sume tgh buke, ketar2 jugak la nak masuk umah tu. my dad is the ‘garangest’ dad ever. tp tu dulu la.masa sekolah rendah dulu.since da masuk sek men,ayah tak pernah marah. but still, kitorang adik beradik still rasa ayah garang. speechless masa ibu asking me why balik lmbt. "err.. kete ada eksiden skit.." but, ayah wif selamba faces continuing makan like nothing happen. but i know, he was very2 upset on what happen to his car :( im so so rasa bersalah.

my house also got complete makeover. balik2 je terkejut gak la umah da jadi pink.. haha.. and on the inside, yellow~ matching wif langsir la kunun2.. :P plus, i have a pet cat.ibu yang bela, she soo loves the cat. n the cat also so manja. even it sleeps in a master bedroom. ceish

ignoring that i got one presentation, my quick holiday was superb. except that car incident la. i guess my raya nnti i have to be boss. pekyol n brother bi’, u need to pick up me at home la kalau nak jalan2.

back to utp, pre-edx presentation are wating. pre-edx is like a qualification round that every fypII student need to get through. to get places in EDX nnti la. but for my, its such a burden. and please, to all jury, dont pick me. like has said, edx is such a pain in a ass..haha. i guess her right. stayed all night long to prepared the poster.
expecting a lot of ngarut n belit question from dr saeidi.. but at last, he just concern about ,my long topic. ciss..

the presentation going fine. even last minute changed to my evaluator quite ‘mengganggu konsentrasi’, but everythings going well. no tough question being asked. but im surely that im not going to EDX becaus, both my evaluators doesnt like my poster. haha.. one comment, my title was soo long, need to be adjust to make it shorter. i kind of aware of that but, long topic looks cool aite?hahaha..

its just about 4 days left before once again balik kampung. for raya. damn, cant wait for dat…

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9 months

September 23rd, 2007 by scarlife

assalamualaikum n hello to everyone.

this blog have been statics for about 9months. up untill this stage i dont know if there are still viewers for this little tiny nonsense crap. for those that still visiting, thanks for ur little time. i appreciate it so much. but still, here i am typing something for kill my golden-but-wasted time :)

thinking of cathing all the moments that happens 9 months backward. but dont know if i could remember the detail.

back to last year, i ve managed to finished 8 months of my interns at UEM World. quite sad but at that moment, tak sabar nak balik U. after all 8 months hidup as a working person, without assignment, stay up, group project, dateline, submition and bla bla bla.. all the student staff, tibe2 kene hidup as a student balik. damn hard to catch the feel as a student. lepas balik U tu rasa malas gle. but luckily ive managed to get 4flat for my internship. oh yeah, i think just UTP is applying pointer that will effect the CGPA on our internship. no other U take internship as part of the CGPA. so.. here i am. deans list for first time ever in my life.. yuhuu~

tapi kalau cakap kat budak utp, memang tak heran la deans list masa praktical. almost 99% kot yg dapat 4.00 flat :P. but still..

bukti dapat deanlist.. haha

i do thanks my supervisor back in UEM. mr Hatta, mr Ainul, mr Azman. they helps me alot. n of course to those wonderful officemate, kak lela, nazghun :P , shah, bahah, n wan kecik. takde diorang sure bosan gle kat office. i do miss all of them n mayb one day if i was in KL, ill be visiting them. bile korang masuk office baru nnti aku datang ar.

raya posing kat office

ive learnt alot from each person in this office, even takdela ramai sngt but i enjoy alot. mana taknye, ive been treated like permanent staff, got laptop/pc(forsurela ngan internet kan. siap dapat email uem lagi), personal desk phone, n ni yang aku rasa sume2 intern tak dapat tapi aku dapat, pajero company plus card petrol shell…haha.. heaven2. seyesly best..this is the starting moment i do realize i loooovvveee photography. mekasih la nazrun n cik wan yang bnyk tolong. so lepas je abis intern kamera pun tade.. soo tempang la.. somebody, pleaseee.. nikon D40X..haha. gle ngidam

ok enough for intern story.

back to utp. last sem (feb-jun), errmm.. sem yang paling banyak bende jadik. ada best n ada plak yang tak best. damn!!

ok.. how to start,errr.. ok citer pasal bende2 best ar.. for me the are no other things yang best kat utp ni selain dr football.. haha. yup i do love football( kalau kat aussie tu soccer la ye nadia :P). as usuall, UTP League. this edition, ive played with a new team, old team with new faces. i could say the best team ever. n bolehla kata team paling kuat (based on player yang men team ni). KORMU BORKU FC. apa kormu borku tu, panjang citenye :P but got chances playing wif ’star’ utp memang la best. besides me, acap, bibiq, ali, pait, nyzaz, nazmi, hisyam and marzuki, sume 2 ni pernah men for utp in MASUM or Celcom Cup. kire line up paling kuat la konon2. sume org mcm cakap "gle kuat team ni".. tapi.. kalau dah sume2 tu kuda2 tua.. haha.. competing wif so do i can called junior2~ memang perit. yela.. stamina diorang stamina org mude, yang kitorang2 ni dah expired..haha.. sadly, kitorang tak sampi pun knock out stage. plus, my ankle crack :( doc said that i cant play for 2 months, gle apa tak bersukan 2 bulan.missed 2 important match. tu yang kalah tu. hahah..but i do have a lot of happy moment playing wif them.

kormu borku~~

study mcm biasa la.. tunggang langgang, taking 7 subject, got only one A, sadly my final year project faces massive dissaster. dahla kene masa presentation… haih.. so, kempunan la nak dapat A for fyp, 4 crdt hour k..

this is probbably my end product for fyp. but, haihhhh… tensen tul aku. at the end, with my new SV, we decided to changed the whole topic. but den ok la.. with new topic, takde lagi la stuck2 nak pikir solution baru. im happy wif that. as long i managed to get through, ok la.

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welcome back to myself

September 12th, 2007 by scarlife

its been a year. many things change n dunno y, ive been called to fill up something in this old ignored blog. today is the first day on ramadhan. thank God im still alive to once again feel the nikmat of puasa.

one year is not a long time gap. many things happen n many things changes. so do i. so do myself. i could say ive change alot, makin gemok? mayb. makin tua? of course. n im glad for all the changes that happen to myself.

just want to take sometimes to wish all the muslims happy fasting. n also want to say sorry for those yang aku ada buat salah. anyone.n i mean everyone… minta dihalalkan segala makan n minum.

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